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Red Son ([personal profile] forgingfires) wrote2029-03-25 09:33 am

Seasons Inbox

"You have contacted the great Red Son! Leave a message after the beep and keep it brief. If this is about a repair job, state the object and problem."
sangreine: sad :: serious (first light)

Re: several days after Wukong's revival

[personal profile] sangreine 2023-12-12 06:23 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Saya tends to take pictures often as any cyclical amnesiac would, and she still keeps up the habit. So of course she thinks of it for others. ]

[ Just now though, despite this being her idea and despite that she usually enjoys talking about Red Son's parents in anticipation of meeting them, the thought is making her spiral into negativity. And the last time she did that she insulted Red Son and he snarled at her, so she's trying not to let that out. ]

[ That means she finds herself at a loss for what to say, and instead she buries her face against him and clings like he's the only thing keeping her anchored to this world. (It's his turn for a shift, she's been clinging similarly to Kantera, among others, for over a week now.) ]
Edited 2023-12-12 18:25 (UTC)
sangreine: touch :: comforted :: scared ([haji] cling)

Re: several days after Wukong's revival

[personal profile] sangreine 2023-12-13 02:58 pm (UTC)(link)
[ What he says has her years flowing again. For a long moment Saya only cries against him. She realizes she needs to say something, it's just that she's trying to moderate her worrisome spiraling so if doesn't splash on him. ]

[ Finally: ]


Right now I'm having trouble seeing a future where I get to have happiness like that.
sangreine: sad :: crying :: haji (551)

Re: several days after Wukong's revival

[personal profile] sangreine 2023-12-13 04:06 pm (UTC)(link)
I don't even know what that would look like. I only ever had fleeing moments of happiness before losing it all.

Being here is the closest I've had, and it feels so unstable. Maybe that's what all happiness feels like, I really wouldn't know.

I'm trying to have hope and be appreciative of what I still have. Not let the fear consume me. I don't want you or anyone else thinking that you don't mean enough to me to make my life here wonderful...

I just miss them.
sangreine: crying :: sad (just one)

Re: several days after Wukong's revival

[personal profile] sangreine 2023-12-13 05:41 pm (UTC)(link)
[ She nods against his shoulder. The urge to be honest battling her urge to shove her feelings to the back of her mind. ]

I wish we could jump ahead to being there. So I could meet your parents and settle down. Not be worried that every time anyone is out of my sight that they've vanished entirely.
sangreine: scared :: nervous (can't say)

Re: several days after Wukong's revival

[personal profile] sangreine 2023-12-13 06:42 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Saya pulls away just a bit so she can look up at him and run his fingers through his hair. ]

There's a lot that's not in my control, but I can promise that if I'm able, I'll be with you through all of it.
sangreine: huh :: surprised (tell me)

Re: several days after Wukong's revival

[personal profile] sangreine 2023-12-14 02:43 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Saya manages to smile a bit when he kisses her, but then he says that and she looks nothing but confused. ]

'As long as I want you'? Do you truly think I'm going to tire of you and move on? [ Her words are gentle and her fingers are still in his hair. ]
sangreine: long hair :: touch :: comforted :: protected ([haji] old days)

Re: several days after Wukong's revival

[personal profile] sangreine 2023-12-15 08:40 pm (UTC)(link)
[ She offers him a soft, sad smile. ]

You think I'm that fickle? [ Her tone makes the words less an accusation than a mournful query. ]
sangreine: long hair :: happy :: protected ([haji] picnic)

Re: several days after Wukong's revival

[personal profile] sangreine 2023-12-17 05:12 am (UTC)(link)
I find you very easy to love. Impossible not to, in fact.

[ She leans up to give him a quick kiss. ]

I like to think I was very patient with you when it came to figuring things out, what you wanted with me. Compared to how I am with everyone else, exceedingly patient. I wouldn't have done that if you weren't worth my while.