I haven't gotten to fully test it on a bad curse, so undetermined, but I have taken my training seriously, and then we can boost it with touch and the emotions you usually invoke in me.
It also doesn't affect my being present mental state.
Are you sure? He's been calm for the end of months as long as some of us are with him and he's been helping you get used to your Monkey Form, hasn't he?
He has. But the full moon is coming. And right now, I don't want to risk it. We can't afford it if I turn before the game and do something stupid or violent or whatever.
I think it's time. I can focus on the Monkey form from now on. Get that under control.
The last time I wasn't...good and went WereMonkey, bad things happened. If I go now, I have no idea what will happen. I just don't know. And I think that's the scary part. I don't know what I'll do, Red Son.
I am sure this is safer. If anyone can do it, I know you can.
[MK opens the door. He has a cup of coffee in his hand. He smiles and steps aside. MK's room is actually clean. Like really clean. The nest has evidence of sleep but everything else is up off the floor and in its place.]
Hey you. [MK says and kisses Red Son's cheek once he's inside. Then he drinks more of his coffee.]
[MK sits down and the cup is snatched. Uh oh. That...isn't decaf. That's coffee. With creamer. And some energy drink poured in for good measure.]
W-Well...cleaning my room. For one. Making sure this place, the castle, and Cole's place are all good. Not getting in the way. Not picking fights. Controlling my emotions. Stuff...like that?
Proooobably because...I figured out if I drink it like only when I'm about to pass out, I don't shake? Cool, right? The insomnia is wearing off. Figured I'd drink that, we'd do this, then I'll take a nap.
And all those attempts to keep myself together were another kind of stress. [He lightly runs his fingers through his hair, gentle, soothing.] You're struggling.
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It also doesn't affect my being present mental state.
Why?
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I think it's time. I can focus on the Monkey form from now on. Get that under control.
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Though I don't think you'd be violent. Do you want to explain what you're overthinking?
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I am sure this is safer. If anyone can do it, I know you can.
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I'll give it a shot. If not, I'll need to speak to the Spring guild about what to do if someone can't do it on their own.
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Want me to come now?
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Hey you. [MK says and kisses Red Son's cheek once he's inside. Then he drinks more of his coffee.]
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[Red Son sets down the equipment.]
[Grabs MK's shoulders.]
I love you, MK.
But what the fuck is going on?
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I love you too. I'm getting my shit together.
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I think I need you to break down what getting your shit together means in your head. Is this decaf? [Going to try and steal his cup to take a sip.]
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W-Well...cleaning my room. For one. Making sure this place, the castle, and Cole's place are all good. Not getting in the way. Not picking fights. Controlling my emotions. Stuff...like that?
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[That is not decaf and what IS that weird aftertaste?] What abdominal thing have you added to this?
...were you picking fights?
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Uh...energy drink?
[He's exhausted. It helps.] No. Not really. [He wasn't. Recently.]
Just making sure I don't accidentally step on anyone's toes. Keep things calm. We need calm right now.
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[He sighs.]
[Then is going to sit in his lap, arms resting on his shoulders.]
You sound like me before I had to go to a party with the only lead on an artifact that might move the immovable.
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Guess we're both kinda into all nighters when it's important. And we're stressed. [He presses his forehead against Red Son's.]
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And all those attempts to keep myself together were another kind of stress. [He lightly runs his fingers through his hair, gentle, soothing.] You're struggling.
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Yeah...I'll keep it together. I know I will. I have to.
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